Friday, March 16, 2012
Had 3 days off from tue to thurs~shiok but shag!!!!!!!
Tue went to town for shopping!!!!! SRLY NOTHING TO BUY LOH :(
But i spent almost $150. Bought an old school camera!! hahaha,excited for the photos.
Finally bought paris ring as well ^^ but now,its broken T.T DK WHY DAMNNN.
Then wed met up w sam. He acced me to nyp to return the form cos i forgot to sign -.-
After which,i delivered my oreo cheesecake to chefs. This time round,they say not nice :(
Had ajisen for lunch~yum nomz nomz.
Then went to j10 to find ah fa,jobert and leroy!!!!
Then met jasper to go for chalet ( ok like srly,im the only girl)... I basically slept 4 hours? zzz........
WELL....im so impressed by boon kang cos he keeps the place clean AT ALL TIMES. hahah.
Damn epic uh..........our cleaner of the chalet loh.
Then,we wanted to watch sun rise. Reached the beach,it turns out to be a fail attempt. HAHAHA. But the breeze along the beach was really cooling...shiok uhh.
Ytd was a terrible day. I almost died :(
Morning we sent thiam tee to CGH....He got fits and scared the shit outta of us.
Lucky he's alright now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then ecp with st and zx in the noon.......
FINALLY I MANAGED TO BLADE AFTER 3 YEARS!!!!!!! I
still remember my first time...........srly throw face max.
I hope i got a change to go with kt again cos i know how now HAHAHAHA BOO.
Then otw home,i slept on the bus journey...here comes the disappointing story.
Zx asked me to lie of her shoulders,i did. Ended up she took pics of US AND POST ON FB.
If you think im wrong for being angry,then i think you're the one who should reflect.
Claims to be best friends,yet you're doing this to hurt me.
I must say i cannot take jokes.....sorry then. I just can't.
I hate the way you treat me like this. I wonder what did i do to you to make you do this to me.
Have i ever do it to you? You dw face,i want.
Fb is such a big network c'mon. I don't think im wrong by getting mad seriously. Whatever.
After which,little bro called to say ah di kor kor went missing and attempting to suicide.
I almost had a heart attack because i srly can't afford the pain to lose my kin again.
My dearest ones left me again & again. Idw to suffer from this pain again.
It seems like depression and cancer is an inheritance gene in our family.
Maybe i'll get it one day ,who knows. Either way,we still die right.
Please don't do this to me and i won't do it to you........
Cried so badly last night. Kor chilled me and say thats life. More coming up when i go to tertiary.
I must learn to take things lightly and not just crying through.
But i just couldn't hold back my tears. I am emotionally hurt...badly.
Nobody understands me. No matter how much i try to explain,you can never try to be me.
How do you know? How can you judge? Just like that? Then SHIT YOU FUCK YOU.
my brudder!!
our cleaner :D beg him many times to take pic w me WAHAHAHA
failed sunrise :(
Had 3 days off from tue to thurs~shiok but shag!!!!!!!
Tue went to town for shopping!!!!! SRLY NOTHING TO BUY LOH :(
But i spent almost $150. Bought an old school camera!! hahaha,excited for the photos.
Finally bought paris ring as well ^^ but now,its broken T.T DK WHY DAMNNN.
Then wed met up w sam. He acced me to nyp to return the form cos i forgot to sign -.-
After which,i delivered my oreo cheesecake to chefs. This time round,they say not nice :(
Had ajisen for lunch~yum nomz nomz.
Then went to j10 to find ah fa,jobert and leroy!!!!
Then met jasper to go for chalet ( ok like srly,im the only girl)... I basically slept 4 hours? zzz........
WELL....im so impressed by boon kang cos he keeps the place clean AT ALL TIMES. hahah.
Damn epic uh..........our cleaner of the chalet loh.
Then,we wanted to watch sun rise. Reached the beach,it turns out to be a fail attempt. HAHAHA. But the breeze along the beach was really cooling...shiok uhh.
Ytd was a terrible day. I almost died :(
Morning we sent thiam tee to CGH....He got fits and scared the shit outta of us.
Lucky he's alright now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then ecp with st and zx in the noon.......
FINALLY I MANAGED TO BLADE AFTER 3 YEARS!!!!!!! I
still remember my first time...........srly throw face max.
I hope i got a change to go with kt again cos i know how now HAHAHAHA BOO.
Then otw home,i slept on the bus journey...here comes the disappointing story.
Zx asked me to lie of her shoulders,i did. Ended up she took pics of US AND POST ON FB.
If you think im wrong for being angry,then i think you're the one who should reflect.
Claims to be best friends,yet you're doing this to hurt me.
I must say i cannot take jokes.....sorry then. I just can't.
I hate the way you treat me like this. I wonder what did i do to you to make you do this to me.
Have i ever do it to you? You dw face,i want.
Fb is such a big network c'mon. I don't think im wrong by getting mad seriously. Whatever.
After which,little bro called to say ah di kor kor went missing and attempting to suicide.
I almost had a heart attack because i srly can't afford the pain to lose my kin again.
My dearest ones left me again & again. Idw to suffer from this pain again.
It seems like depression and cancer is an inheritance gene in our family.
Maybe i'll get it one day ,who knows. Either way,we still die right.
Please don't do this to me and i won't do it to you........
Cried so badly last night. Kor chilled me and say thats life. More coming up when i go to tertiary.
I must learn to take things lightly and not just crying through.
But i just couldn't hold back my tears. I am emotionally hurt...badly.
Nobody understands me. No matter how much i try to explain,you can never try to be me.
How do you know? How can you judge? Just like that? Then SHIT YOU FUCK YOU.
my brudder!!
our cleaner :D beg him many times to take pic w me WAHAHAHA
failed sunrise :(
posted by Xin Yi on 8:49 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Had a farewell party for daniel ong tgt w kt,chen,belda,peirong,wq,wx and dt. He's flying to orlando for 6 months..awwwww.
Though not very close to him,haha..But,wishes him all the best!!
He's my only MR BEAN HAHAHAHAHAA.
It was super awkward today.......
Belda still asked me why "we" still feel awkward after breaking up for months..........
I don't even know how to answer her. Lol.
But i guess im thoroughly disappointed & over... whatever.
Surprised ong with whipping cream at his hse..haha but somehow surprise failed cos he alr knew the plan.
Well,then we had dinner tgt.........then headed to chen's hse..to see them mj. LOL.
Shouldn't went and things won't become like this. Never mind.
So,i forgot to pass kt his keys again..tskk. Needa wait for his mj session to be over............
Meanwhile,many thoughts are running through in my mind.
I don't know why i got so worked up hearing he's with another girl. LUCKY JOKING ONLY ZZ.
Well,i am seriously tired of having feelings for someone.
I don't want rlsp anymore anw. Dafug. Tiring & hurting max.. Let it be a crush :)
Today is a special day.....................
Mummy,6 independent years without you.
I have so much to tell you,to update you..
I looked up at the sky,hoping you can see me.
I have no idea where are you now..or maybe even reincarnate already.
But i want to let her you know,you're still important in my heart..I love you & i miss you.
Many things had happened to me within these years...but i grow through experiences........
I learnt how to make myself get up when i fall.
However............i am really in need of your hug and kiss..................
I miss how i used to argue with little bro just to get a peck of ur kiss.
Mummy...........you're always my one & only dearest................
Nobody will ever understand what i am feeling right now.........................Pain,the only word.
Had a farewell party for daniel ong tgt w kt,chen,belda,peirong,wq,wx and dt. He's flying to orlando for 6 months..awwwww.
Though not very close to him,haha..But,wishes him all the best!!
He's my only MR BEAN HAHAHAHAHAA.
It was super awkward today.......
Belda still asked me why "we" still feel awkward after breaking up for months..........
I don't even know how to answer her. Lol.
But i guess im thoroughly disappointed & over... whatever.
Surprised ong with whipping cream at his hse..haha but somehow surprise failed cos he alr knew the plan.
Well,then we had dinner tgt.........then headed to chen's hse..to see them mj. LOL.
Shouldn't went and things won't become like this. Never mind.
So,i forgot to pass kt his keys again..tskk. Needa wait for his mj session to be over............
Meanwhile,many thoughts are running through in my mind.
I don't know why i got so worked up hearing he's with another girl. LUCKY JOKING ONLY ZZ.
Well,i am seriously tired of having feelings for someone.
I don't want rlsp anymore anw. Dafug. Tiring & hurting max.. Let it be a crush :)
Today is a special day.....................
Mummy,6 independent years without you.
I have so much to tell you,to update you..
I looked up at the sky,hoping you can see me.
I have no idea where are you now..or maybe even reincarnate already.
But i want to let her you know,you're still important in my heart..I love you & i miss you.
Many things had happened to me within these years...but i grow through experiences........
I learnt how to make myself get up when i fall.
However............i am really in need of your hug and kiss..................
I miss how i used to argue with little bro just to get a peck of ur kiss.
Mummy...........you're always my one & only dearest................
Nobody will ever understand what i am feeling right now.........................Pain,the only word.
posted by Xin Yi on 11:08 PM
Friday, March 9, 2012
Ytd had a great epic day with zhixin & kwee.
First we met up for lunch then went to play at timezone.
After which,head to SP. Ok,super big can..
Then we went to laoban tauhuey at old airporK road. HAHAHAHA. YUMMY NOMZ.
Then finally, we went to IT SHOW :)
Then dinner and homed.
APPRECIATED THEM FOR ACC ME <33333
I can't decide which lappy to buy..After eliminating,im left with ASUS & HP.
WHICH TO GET? :( $200 difference to get beatz audio and blue ray disc..so is it better? idk.
Shall go back on sunday with daddy to get it......still considering..aiyo.....
Hard decision to make :( I just can't decide.......
Tonight he's working..sam asked me to wait for him till closing..ok abit mad..shall see how...
OH YEAH...I cut my fringe until super short like a retarded again. Fk myself srly -,-
Idk how to face ppl wth my dumb face. LOL.
Anyway,tmr's the day! :(
I guess i need to control my emotions and tears really well.......
I don't know if i am over it,but i can't say it confidently at all.
Haish......................shall update abt tmr again then...
I hope everything will turn out well.
Ytd had a great epic day with zhixin & kwee.
First we met up for lunch then went to play at timezone.
After which,head to SP. Ok,super big can..
Then we went to laoban tauhuey at old airporK road. HAHAHAHA. YUMMY NOMZ.
Then finally, we went to IT SHOW :)
Then dinner and homed.
APPRECIATED THEM FOR ACC ME <33333
I can't decide which lappy to buy..After eliminating,im left with ASUS & HP.
WHICH TO GET? :( $200 difference to get beatz audio and blue ray disc..so is it better? idk.
Shall go back on sunday with daddy to get it......still considering..aiyo.....
Hard decision to make :( I just can't decide.......
Tonight he's working..sam asked me to wait for him till closing..ok abit mad..shall see how...
OH YEAH...I cut my fringe until super short like a retarded again. Fk myself srly -,-
Idk how to face ppl wth my dumb face. LOL.
Anyway,tmr's the day! :(
I guess i need to control my emotions and tears really well.......
I don't know if i am over it,but i can't say it confidently at all.
Haish......................shall update abt tmr again then...
I hope everything will turn out well.
posted by Xin Yi on 10:12 AM
Monday, March 5, 2012
Surprised her this afternoon hehehe!
After that,went to esplande with her and hk to have harry's bar. A very nice place srly.
I think i wanna go there for my dates next time,think its very romantic leh. HHAAHHA.
Then went to meet kwee to acc him for his tw's trip talk in rp.
Ok srly very excited for him cos he's gg night market for shopping!!!
Damn envy loh :( He still asked me if im allowed to tag along w him,will i go? LIKE WHO WON'T!!!!!!! Hahaha.
Ok nvm,at least im going somewhere for 4 days rightttttttttttt. No plane though :(
Then we went to semb for dinner......aw,miss that place alot.
Rewinding days we've been through there together..i think its the best in my sec life.
Its like the best spent days with him over there..........took the long 859..and we began to think alot abt last time....well,he think of his friends..while my memories only have him there.
Then he said his mum is forever paused in the scene where we are still tgt...hahaha..
Well,whats ought to put down has to...What we can only do is to rewind and just smile through. Thats all :)
Yay,completed my online enrolment as well as im ready to submit the required docs.
It was an awkward morning to be spent in the cpf board...........with the handsome helper. haha.
Today's weather is something im looking forward everyday...
Applied for my atm card! :D Hopefully i can get it by fri then i can buy lappy during IT Show...
Anw,feeling sleepless these few days. Bad bad.
And i also keep thinking that ppl are calling me when ther aren't. Damn scary. =(
Whats happening!! ARGHH..
Yay firstly,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BITCHY KIM BAO!!
Love her the most!!!!!!!!!! :D Surprised her this afternoon hehehe!
After that,went to esplande with her and hk to have harry's bar. A very nice place srly.
I think i wanna go there for my dates next time,think its very romantic leh. HHAAHHA.
Then went to meet kwee to acc him for his tw's trip talk in rp.
Ok srly very excited for him cos he's gg night market for shopping!!!
Damn envy loh :( He still asked me if im allowed to tag along w him,will i go? LIKE WHO WON'T!!!!!!! Hahaha.
Ok nvm,at least im going somewhere for 4 days rightttttttttttt. No plane though :(
Then we went to semb for dinner......aw,miss that place alot.
Rewinding days we've been through there together..i think its the best in my sec life.
Its like the best spent days with him over there..........took the long 859..and we began to think alot abt last time....well,he think of his friends..while my memories only have him there.
Then he said his mum is forever paused in the scene where we are still tgt...hahaha..
Well,whats ought to put down has to...What we can only do is to rewind and just smile through. Thats all :)
Yay,completed my online enrolment as well as im ready to submit the required docs.
It was an awkward morning to be spent in the cpf board...........with the handsome helper. haha.
Today's weather is something im looking forward everyday...
Applied for my atm card! :D Hopefully i can get it by fri then i can buy lappy during IT Show...
Anw,feeling sleepless these few days. Bad bad.
And i also keep thinking that ppl are calling me when ther aren't. Damn scary. =(
Whats happening!! ARGHH..
posted by Xin Yi on 11:01 PM
Saturday, March 3, 2012
So......yesterday was my last day seeing kelvin in the kitchen i guess? :(
He's on long leave and when he's back,i alr quit.
He's the best guy i had ever meet seriously. He's always there to help me,to protect me,to teach me,to advice me,to listen to me and to make me feel blessed to be his "daughter".
Sigh, Thinking that i only have a month left to work with all the chefs is quite sad.
I can't bear to leave because they all dote on me alot alot alot.
Though i know there are many conflicts everytime,still....i will miss the laughters.
They never fails to make me laugh.. :) Happy to meet them!
Oh yeah,i also won't get to work with hongyu anymore since he's having exams now.
Actually i feel quite guilty towards him...like srly,im so sorry for "hurting" you if i did.
This few days was rather STRESS in work cos the head chef is here.
Initially,he was correcting my mistakes. Make me wanna cry.
But today he changed the kitchen arrangement. It makes thigns for me to become so easy suddenly.
But for the western part of kitchen was rather inconvenient..
Then they say..see,all the chefs always dote on you..giving me the best. haha.
So everyone is into this game called "Draw Something"
Ok seriously fun to drawwwwwww and ppl guess.
But im such a fail cos i cant draw well and cant even guess ppl's drawing. LIKE A NOOB LIKE THAT. HAHAHA FAIL!
I am also addicted to timezone! HAHAH LIKE A SUDDEN.
I alr spend $10 there within 2 weeks which i had never do so in my life cos used to think its a waste of $$$$!!!!
But srly,addicted to 3 games especially. Hahah can't wait to play thr agn.
Ok.....a more month to my overseas trip!
SOOO looking forward cos i had never been there. + its with bro's friends!!! but w/o kor :(
Kor starting intern next week at construction site..WEIRD MAX HAHAHA
School is also starting and i haven't submit my enrolment. =(
Kwee and kor said the same things to me...ask me dun be so naive and get cheated in poly life cos everyone is not simple-minded as i am. Sigh...........
Oh yeah,talked alot abt the past w kt...hahaha so awkward.
Cos he said sec rlsp is not recommended..i was like oiiii...haha
So i said i was truly in love w him last time and he said then good lor. Hahah.
The best thing is that we can still become so good friends :)
I doubt its not easy to have this chance.............ur ex to be ur gd friend ite. haha.
Oh yeah...idk if he's starting to avoid me. But i am.
However,chefs all wanna help me get close..and making things obvious.
Seriously awkward :(
So......yesterday was my last day seeing kelvin in the kitchen i guess? :(
He's on long leave and when he's back,i alr quit.
He's the best guy i had ever meet seriously. He's always there to help me,to protect me,to teach me,to advice me,to listen to me and to make me feel blessed to be his "daughter".
Sigh, Thinking that i only have a month left to work with all the chefs is quite sad.
I can't bear to leave because they all dote on me alot alot alot.
Though i know there are many conflicts everytime,still....i will miss the laughters.
They never fails to make me laugh.. :) Happy to meet them!
Oh yeah,i also won't get to work with hongyu anymore since he's having exams now.
Actually i feel quite guilty towards him...like srly,im so sorry for "hurting" you if i did.
This few days was rather STRESS in work cos the head chef is here.
Initially,he was correcting my mistakes. Make me wanna cry.
But today he changed the kitchen arrangement. It makes thigns for me to become so easy suddenly.
But for the western part of kitchen was rather inconvenient..
Then they say..see,all the chefs always dote on you..giving me the best. haha.
So everyone is into this game called "Draw Something"
Ok seriously fun to drawwwwwww and ppl guess.
But im such a fail cos i cant draw well and cant even guess ppl's drawing. LIKE A NOOB LIKE THAT. HAHAHA FAIL!
I am also addicted to timezone! HAHAH LIKE A SUDDEN.
I alr spend $10 there within 2 weeks which i had never do so in my life cos used to think its a waste of $$$$!!!!
But srly,addicted to 3 games especially. Hahah can't wait to play thr agn.
Ok.....a more month to my overseas trip!
SOOO looking forward cos i had never been there. + its with bro's friends!!! but w/o kor :(
Kor starting intern next week at construction site..WEIRD MAX HAHAHA
School is also starting and i haven't submit my enrolment. =(
Kwee and kor said the same things to me...ask me dun be so naive and get cheated in poly life cos everyone is not simple-minded as i am. Sigh...........
Oh yeah,talked alot abt the past w kt...hahaha so awkward.
Cos he said sec rlsp is not recommended..i was like oiiii...haha
So i said i was truly in love w him last time and he said then good lor. Hahah.
The best thing is that we can still become so good friends :)
I doubt its not easy to have this chance.............ur ex to be ur gd friend ite. haha.
Oh yeah...idk if he's starting to avoid me. But i am.
However,chefs all wanna help me get close..and making things obvious.
Seriously awkward :(
posted by Xin Yi on 9:20 PM